As reflected in the critical race counterstories of my student, Sandra, and Mateo, thousands of Latina/o young adults find themselves in a theological borderlands. They have deep personal faith in Jesus, but don’t know where to turn for answers to their deep spiritual questions related to racial justice. They don’t feel like they fully belong in either conservative white Christian circles, progressive white Christian circles, or in the immigrant churches of their youth. Similar stories can be told in both Protestant and Roman Catholic contexts. One Roman Catholic student once told me that, in response to a difficult question she posed in high school related to gender and sexuality, she was told by a nun, “don’t ask those questions or you will go to purgatory.”
Latina/o students who grow up with living faith in immigrant churches, and at a certain point wish to expand their theological understandings related to race and justice, often get met with oversimplistic answers and judgment for simply raising honest questions. Wounded by such responses to their sincere and complicated questions about race, they leave immigrant church spaces to find theological answers but end up getting answers to questions they were never asking which unsettle the faith which has made them who they are. They are on a quest to find theological resources which address the unique cultural and day-to-day realities of young Latinos and which encompass topics such as: cultural identity formation; intergenerational conflict and reconciliation; social justice and advocacy; mental health and trauma; leadership development; and church planting. In exploring different theological education spaces for answers, they sometimes get offered a different, but equally white theological map which may answer some important questions, but ultimately leads them to other spiritual borderlands of confusion, desolation, and isolation.
Such experiences in the theological borderlands are not new, however, and Latinas/os across the decades, even the centuries, have left a theological roadmap which can help navigate the painful and disorienting process of spiritual deconstruction and reconstruction which many of us found ourselves in. This roadmap can be called, “Brown Theology”: the little known, five-hundred year old tradition of Latina/o theological reflection upon issues of justice.
Writing in 1980, Latino theologian Orlando Costas referred to his own journey of spiritual deconstruction and reconstruction as his “three conversions.” As a Puerto Rican Latino growing up in New York, Costas first came to personal and transformative faith in Jesus at a Billy Graham crusade. This was his “first conversion.” Following his personal conversion, Costas attended Bob Jones University, a fundamentalist Christian college in Florida and faced the worst racism of his life. Similar to my student’s experience, a culture of white Christian nationalism pervaded Costa’s campus experience and made him question whether or not he belonged in the US church. In the words of Costas:
“I came face to face with Anglo-Saxon culture in its worst form…the exaltation of Anglo-Saxon literature…the daily chapel services, saturated by the North American…crusading spirit; the puritanical value system…the shameless defense and justification of racism, so characteristic of Anglo-Saxon culture; and the triumphalist belief in the divine destiny of the United States—all of these cultural configurations led me to ask myself whether I had any part in such a world?”
Wrestling with this painful question, Costas came to understand the role which US colonialism had historically played in shaping such racist perspectives. He also distinguished between the harms committed by the institutions of the United States and individuals who were part of this same system:
“That did not mean that I had become hostile to North Americans as persons. It meant rather that I was becoming increasingly aware of the political oppression and economic exploitation which their nation, as an imperial and neo-colonial power, was exercising over Latin America as a whole…” Costas, “Conversion as a Complex Experience—A Personal Case Study.” In, ed. John Stott and Robert Cootie, Down to Earth: Studies in Christianity and Culture. 1980.
As a side note, and in confirmation of Costas’ observations which he encountered, interracial dating between whites and non-whites was banned by Bob Jones university until the year 2000.
On the other hand, and in fairness to Bob Jones, Costas also stated that he gained an understanding and appreciation for evangelism while a student. In his words:
“At Bob Jones I also discovered the Christian imperative of evangelism. Through the testimonies of friends who had gone on evangelistic missions to Mexico and Central America and, especially through the inspiration of a Puerto Rican colleague who had the gift of evangelism, I developed a passionate concern for the communication of the Gospel to those who live outside the frontiers of the faith.” Costas, “Conversion as a Complex Experience—A Personal Case Study.” In, ed. John Stott and Robert Cootie, Down to Earth: Studies in Christianity and Culture. 1980.
Throughout his life, as much as he became known for his zeal for social justice, Costas never lost his passion for seeing lives personally changed through Jesus Christ. According to Bishop Raymond Rivera, author of, Liberty to the Captives, Costas was known to one moment preach a hard-hitting sermon on racial justice and the destructiveness of colonialism, only to suddenly pivot to a message on personal salvation based upon John 3:16. As we’ll see, for Costas, this was no bait and switch, but flowed from his conviction that the Gospel was by nature holistic, necessarily involving both personal and social transformation. “In this political praxis I never lost my Christian and pastoral identity.” Costas, “Conversion as a Complex Experience—A Personal Case Study.” In, ed. John Stott and Robert Cootie, Down to Earth: Studies in Christianity and Culture. 1980.
Costas’ “second conversion” involved the deconstruction of the unbiblical theology of white Christian nationalism which he encountered at Bob Jones, but equally important, the reconstruction of a biblical understanding which valued his Puerto Rican/Latin cultural heritage as a treasure, and a God-given gift.
Costas’ third conversion came as a pastor in the Midwest. During the 1960’s and the war on poverty, government funds were being distributed to churches and community organizations to address the suffering of underserved communities. Then as now, Latino churches were overlooked and left out of these opportunities, and so Costas was appointed by the members of his church to advocate for them with the local government. Through this experience, Costas came to the same realization as the bishops of the early church, that advocacy on behalf of the poor was an important part of his pastoral responsibilities. Justice was important to God as evidenced by thousands of verses of scripture. This was his “third conversion to the world.” Costas underscored the interrelationship between his first and second “conversions”:
“My conversions to Christ and to my culture had been complemented by a conversion to the world, especially the world of the forgotten and exploited. Interestingly enough, this enabled both the church and me to deepen our understanding of our relationship to Christ and to our cultural heritage.”
In the years to come, Costas would write many books which explored the biblical and theological bases for racial equality, justice, and advocacy, some of which will be discussed later in this series. Some of these books include: The Church and its Mission: A Shattering Critique from the Third World (1974); The Integrity of Mission: The Inner Life and Outreach of the Church (1979); and Christ Outside the Gate, Liberating News, and the Integrity of Mission (1982).
As an interesting experiment, I asked one of my graduate students, Christian T., to read several of these books and to tell me what stood out. He graciously agreed, and here are a few of the many quotes which he selected:
“What is hard to take, however, is the way that the values undergirding the imperialistic philosophy and practice of these nations make their way into the church, distorting the gospel sometimes beyond recognition, and setting up what some of my Latin American friends would call ideological and/or cultural roadblocks to the understanding of biblical faith.” The Church and Its Mission (1974), 13.
“Having lived and studied in North America I can understand why so many missionaries think and act as they do. They are part of a syncretistic religious culture. I say syncretistic because many of the values inherent in this culture are definitely not Christian. Yet they have been made to appear as if they were.” The Church and Its Mission (1974), 14.
“In the church, the fullness of God’s grace is offered to all humanity. Any nationalistic, racist, or sectarian notion is categorically rejected. In Christ Jesus there is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female (Galatians 3:28). The Church and Its Mission (1974), 14.
“The true test of mission is not whether we proclaim, make disciples or engage in social, economic and political liberation, but whether we are capable of integrating all three in a comprehensive, dynamic, and consistent witness.” The Integrity of Mission (1979), 75.
“In this context, the church is called on to bear a direct witness against the scandal of poverty, whether in its sociological expression or in its psychological manifestation. But it can only bear this witness to the extent that it assumes the identity of the sociologically poor and lives in a spirit of humility, openness and dependence on God.” The Integrity of Mission (1979), 15.
And so, Sandra and Mateo, and all who may be wrestling with the relationship between faith and justice in this difficult moment, please know that you are not alone. Our elders and ancestors have traveled this road before us. There is a great cloud of witnesses that cheers us on. And they have left a roadmap for us to follow. Perhaps this is their hopeful prayer to Jesus on our behalf:
I am about to do a new thing;
now it springs forth; do you not perceive it?
I will make a way in the wilderness
and rivers in the desert. Isaiah 43:19
Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened,
and the ears of the deaf shall be opened;
6 then the lame shall leap like a deer,
and the tongue of the speechless sing for joy.
For waters shall break forth in the wilderness
and streams in the desert;
7 the burning sand shall become a pool
and the thirsty ground springs of water;
the haunt of jackals shall become a swamp;
the grass shall become reeds and rushes.
8 A highway shall be there,
And it shall be called the Holy Way;
Isaiah 35:5-8